Salam ,....
guzishta post meiN maine daava kiya tha ke main roothe logoN ko manaa kar laaoNgi, aur woh mera maan rakheiN ge ,....
Par afsos ke insaan jo sochta hai zaroori nahiN wohi ho, main nahiN jaanti Sukhanwar pe kya hua kya nahiN, kis ne kis se laraayee ki ya kis ne kis ki be izzati ki,....
Par aik baat te hai ke insaan bada hi be waqoof hai wo yeh bhool jaata hai ke agar wo kisi ki taraf ungli uthaa raha hai to baaqi teen ungliyaN usski taraf uth ti hui maloom hoti haiN, yehi Qudrat ka insaaf hai.
huM yeh to anaa ka maslaa banaa kar baith jaate haiN falaaN ne meri be izzati ki falaaN ne yeh kaha falaaN ne wo kaha, par iss baat par nazar nahiN rakhte ke humne kis ki beizzati ki ,...
Anaa ke pahaaroN jaise but banaa kar hum poojna shuru kar dete haiN par kabhi yeh nahiN sochte ke insaan khaak ke ilaawa kuch bhi bas aik lahme meiN usski auqaat dhe sakti hai.
Pakistan ke tour pe mujhe Narowaal jaana hua jahaN mere parents ke rishtedaar rehte haiN wahaN aik famly ke haaN ayaadat ke liye gaye kiyonke unn sahib pe faalij ka humlaa hua tha aur guzishta 4 saal se unki wife bhi iss moozi marz se bistar par pari haiN, main ami khala aur ami ki khaala unke haaN ayaadat ke liye gaye, wo sahib to kaafi behtar hai baat waat kar lete haiN ab aur ro rahe the lekin jab main unki wife se milne gayee (jo guzishta 4 saal se naam ki zinda haiN) to meri rooh talak kaanp gayee, maine bistar pe aik jism ko dekha, jiske haath aur paoN yuN maloom ho rahe the jaise kisi sookhi lakri par kisi ne malmal ka kapraa lapait diya hai, pait phoola hua aur chehra,....
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Chehre pe jaane kya tha ke mera ruwaaN ruwaaN kaaNpne laga, ami saamne uske baith gayee aur saath hi main bhi lekin mera right hand musalsal kaanpne laga aur phir saare jism pe kapkapi shuru ho gayee mujhe foran doosre kamre meiN le jaaya gaya paani pilaaya aur aansoo the ke tham hi na rahe the, wahan maine uss Aurat ki asl tasveer dekhi aur uss pal mujhe relise hua ke insaan ki Auqaat yeh hai, aik sehatmand bhar poor jism palak jhapakte maut ki aaghosh meiN naam ke saans le raha hai, yeh wo famly thi jiske baare meiN mash hoor tha ke innho ne apni bahoo par kayee zulm o sitam kiye aur aakhir uss bechaari ko divorce leni pari, yeh Qudrat ka insaaf dekh kar mere rongh the khare ho gaye.
bas wohi lamha hai jiski binaa par humare rishte daaroN meiN kuch uljhaneiN thi aur milte nahiN the, unn se main khud milne gayee aur barsoN jin se humare ghar waale milte nahiN the main unn ke ghar gayee aur sab ke dil saaf ho gaye ,....
Bas yehi soch ke maine yahaN bhi yeh khahish ki thi ke maana jhagre ho jaate haiN par jhukna seekhna chahiye kiyonke jo jhukna nahiN jaante wo toot jaaya karte haiN,....
Lekin logoN ko lagta hai main kam umR hooN, bachi hooN, Na samajh hooN, iss umR meiN aise hi socha jaa sakta hai, lekin kehne waale bhool jaate haiN kabhi kabhi chota bacha bhi gehri baat kar jaata hai, ke samajh umR, taleem ki mohtaaj nahiN balke halaat o waqeaat eham hua karte haiN.
Agar koi yeh samjhata hai ke wo sirf iss liye aaye ga ke maine likha hai ke mera maan na toote aur meri baat reh jaaye, meri be izzati na ho mehfil meiN to meri iltmaas hai ke wo yeh ehsaan mujh pe na kare, mujhe bheek aur ehsaan lene ki aadat nahiN, pyar se jaan bhi maangeiN to haazir hai lekin bheek ya ehsaan kissi soorat nahiN ,...
Meri ghalti thi jo maine yeh koshish ki, aur main maazrat chahti hooN unn sab se jinne meri kisi baat se koi takleef hui ho ya wo disturb hue hoN, kaNwal bhi insaan hai ghaltiyaN kar jaati hai lekin kaNwal ne apni ghaltiyoN ko maanana seekha hai aur maafi maangni seekhi hai, yahaN bhi jab jhagraa hua tha to dekha gaya ke jo jo malawis the unn sab ne maafi maangi ma siwaaye aik do ke,.... kaNwal salam karti hai unn hastiyoN ko jinho ne apni ghalti ko maana aur sar kham kiya ,... aur jo na yeh kar sake unke liye mere paas siwaaye afsos ke aur dua ke kuch nahiN hai.