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Post by kanwal on Jul 25, 2008 22:55:39 GMT 5
AOA Rooh jee ap ki khobsorat tehreer nazro ke samne he jise ap melodrama farma rahi hai,n keya ap ne ghor nahi kiya ke Aik din qabal tak ap ne bhi isi drame me aik kirdar ada kiya he aur isi thred me sunita jee ko salgira ki mubarik di he jab Sunita jee ne is thred ko pichle sal ka thred hone k ailzam lagya keya ap ne insaf ka taqaza pora kiya ke ap ne unhe batya ke nahi sunita jee yeh thred new he me ne bhi wahan ap ko wish kiya he heerat he ke hum log sirf insaniyat us waqt dikhate hai,n jab dosre ko morde ilzam therana ho sunita jee ke ilzam ke jawab me to ap kuch na boli aur jab un ke ilzam ke jawab me hum ne wazahat peesh ki to ap ko yeh darama lagne lag geya .....mujhe zara batana pasand kare gi ke is thred me sunita jee ke mail se pehle kon si esi bat hoi he jo kisi ko bhi nagwar guzar sakti thi mera Khuda janta he ke is thred ko banate waqt meri neyat keya thi mujhe sunita jee se koi medal hasil nahi karna me unhe bohat achi tarha janta ho,n yeh jo sab kiya sirf is liye ke un se kuch achi yadee,n wabasta hai,n aur meri koshish aur khaahish thi ke kisi tour wo is bazm ke wapis ajye magar un ko koi jazba koi peyar nahi dikhei diya dikhei diya to sirf itna ke sal porana thred laga diya me ne apni pichle terheer me bhi yeh likha he ke agar wo sabit kar de ke yeh porana thred he to me bhari bazm me aur un ke pas ja kar un ke pao,n pad kar maafi mang lo,n ga is bat ka kio,n nahi jawab deti wo bohat afsos howa ap ki tehreer se nahi ap ki soch jaan kar bahr hal khush rahiye jaha bhi rahiye ameen suma ameen ................................................ NiyatoN ka,... DilloN ka haaL Sirf aur sirf Khuda hi jaanta hai par insaan bada be sabraa hai, khuda ban ke fauran kisi ki niyat pe shaQ karne lag jaata hai ,...
Behr kaif woh massal hai na "Naiki kar dariyaa meiN daal" so Aap bhi yehi kijye ,...
Waise kaNwal ne Aaj ke zamaane ke liye iss massal ko kuch yuN kar diya ke:
"Naiki kar, khud ko darya meiN daal" ,....
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Post by kanwal on Jul 25, 2008 23:04:39 GMT 5
Mairay Sukhanwaroo!AOA Sunita DIDI nay jo Apni Sal Gira kay Khobsurt Mooqa per Mubarak Bad deny waloon per Jo Ilzamaat Aaed kiay hen, Wo sub bay buniaad hen me nay Guzshta thread ko baghoor perha hay. Hum loog yahaan Muhabatoon ka Jawab na janay nafratoon say keeon detay hen ? Chhotti see Zindgi hay ous main bhi Gillay Shikway ?(Chay Maani Nadard) Sunita DIDI! Zindgi Mukhtaser hay is main Khosheon ka her lamha khoshi say baser krna chaheay. Razi Sahib nay kamal krtay hoay Aik Forum ki Ibtada ki hay. Wo Humaray liay oor Hum Oun kay liay Qeemti asasa hen. Aisi Sochain Jo Nfrtoon ko hwa dain ounhain Zehin kay Direchoon main Dakhal hi na honay dain Phir daikhain Aap ko Dunia Kitni Khob Surat mehsoos hoti hay. Yaad Rakhain kabhi kabhi Lamhoon ki Khataain Sadiuen ka khairaaj Mangti hen!!!! Allah Hafiz.............................JAMSHAID SAHIL............ Sahil jee be shaQ aapka mesg bohat khubsoorat laga,... waqyee apne khaandani, rishtedaaroN masayl hi itne hote haiN ke insaan ka khoon nichor lete haiN ,... aur waabastagiyoN meiN achi yaadeiN rakhne se hi insaan muhabbat kar sakta hai ,...
Aapke iss peghaam par apna aik sher yaad aaya ke:
Iss dukh ke zamaane meiN kaNwal sab ko kaho tuM Rote hue logoN ko hansaa kyuN nahiN dete ,...
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Post by ramishjaan on Jul 25, 2008 23:06:19 GMT 5
AOA kanwal jee ap ka mashwara bohat acha laga INSHALLA amal karne ki pori koshish karo ga sada khush rahiye Ameen waslam mukhlis ramishjaan
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Post by kanwal on Jul 25, 2008 23:14:47 GMT 5
Atif jee ,...
Aapka tajziya khaasa tafseelan aur sahi laga ,...
Be shaQ Aapke replies kuch okhe se hote haiN,... Agar main Aap se bil mushafa na milli hoti to Aap ko samjhne meiN zaroor mujhe bhi mushkil hoti ,... Sirf aik card puraana hai aur woh bhi aap ki mano ki taraf say hai. Aur yeh bhi koi buri baat nahiN. Bajaay iss kay aap uss akaili say poochaiN aap nay tau Razi bhai per chaRhaayee kar di. Yeh sarsar naqadri hai. [/i][/size][/font][/color][/quote] Mujhe khabr hoti ke feelings se ziyada Cards ki ehmiyat hai to main aik chod beesyoN cards lagaa deti,.... bas iss kuch masroofiyaat aur pareshaniyoN ne mohlat na di warna Sukhawnar jaanta hai ke kaNwal humesha se har khushi ko poori taraH se celebrate karti rahi hai ,...
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Post by kanwal on Jul 25, 2008 23:27:51 GMT 5
Rafi Saheb! Bahut shuriya keh aap nay bhi Razi Bhai ki himaayat maiN apnay qeemti alfaaz tehreer farmaay.
Iss ailailay maiN mairi kuchh tajaweez haiN:-
- 1. Qawaaid ya forum rules kay naam say aik board banaya jaay jiss maiN forum ko chalaanay kay liay koi zabita-e-akhlaaq ya qawaaid murattab kiay jaaiN.
- 2. Forum maiN dakhlay kay liay registration ki shart rakhi jaay. Admin kay taur per general setting maiN yeh option mojood hai.
- 3. Members ki chhanti ki jaay. Duplicate member ship aur jiss
member ka abhi tak aik pst bhi nahiN hai uss ki member ship mansookh ki jaay.
- 4. Mukhalifat aamaiz threads ya post replies ko delete kar dia jaay.
- 5. YahaN yeh baat qanil-e-zikr hai keh Razi Bhai apni maSroofiyaat ki wajah say itni zayaadaa waqt spare nahiN kar saktay. Yeh hum staff members aur moderators ki zimmah daari banti hai keh woh jiss jiss board kay moderator haiN uss maiN ghair aham aur talkh qisam kay post ko delete kar daiN.
Kia aap inn tajaweez ki taed farmaaiN gay?
Aapke 1-3 points se main agree karti hooN, aur ibtidaa se hi iss baare meiN kaafi behas bhi hui hai par afsos amal pazeer nahiN ho saka,... anyways kal mehfil meiN maine jo tajweez di thi uske baare meiN main innhi point ko mad e nazar rakh ke kaha tha maine ke iss tarah se hum har member ko poora nahiN to kuch kuch jaan pehchaan sakeiN ge ,...
mehfil mein maine jo tajweez di thi uske baare meiN notes bana ke maine razi jee ko bheje to haiN dekhiye ab kya hota hai ,...
Aapki 4-5 point se main kuch kuch agree nahiN karti,... be shaQ jhagre ki ibtidaa ko fauran deleet kiya jaaye lekin Admin yani razi jee ke maloomaat meiN laa kar, aur uski copy apne paas rakhi jaaye,...
doosra yeh deleeting karna acha hai par sirf ibtdaa ke liye,.. jab jaghra had se barh jaayye aur koi bazm chod ke jaaye, ya kisi ki hatak ya be bunyaad ilzamaat ki baat aaye to woh post deleet nahiN honi chahiye, kyuNke izzat behr haal sabki aik si hoti hai,...
mails ya pm ke zariye ehbaab ko jo baateiN bataayee jaati haiN un se kisi doosre ki hazeemat bhi hoti hai lihaza haqaaeq ko saamne rakhne ke liye ke kaun kyuN aur kya kar ke gaya hai aisi posts ko deleet karna kam az kam mere nazdeek durust nahiN hai.
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Post by ramishjaan on Jul 25, 2008 23:30:26 GMT 5
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Post by Atif Mirza on Jul 26, 2008 0:46:22 GMT 5
Mere khayal mein ye Melodrama band ho jaaye to behtar hoga...
Razi bhai for u i don't see any need to be falling from you grace...
i think this page needs to be deleted from here...
bahot dukh huaa......so called dostii aur rishtedaari ke ye tamashaa daikh kar bahot ziyada dukh huaa...
kis rishtay mein ikhtelafat nahii hotay...Magar iska matlab ye to nahii ke rishtoN ka yun tamasha banaya jaaye...
aaj mujhe afsos ho rahaa hai ke mein iss forum ki member hun
Maazrat kay saath arz hai keh issay kehtay nhaiN:-
"------------- ko bhi zukaam hona"
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Post by Atif Mirza on Jul 26, 2008 1:14:15 GMT 5
AOA Rooh jee ap ki khobsorat tehreer nazro ke samne he jise ap melodrama farma rahi hai,n keya ap ne ghor nahi kiya ke Aik din qabal tak ap ne bhi isi drame me aik kirdar ada kiya he aur isi thred me sunita jee ko salgira ki mubarik di he jab Sunita jee ne is thred ko pichle sal ka thred hone k ailzam lagya keya ap ne insaf ka taqaza pora kiya ke ap ne unhe batya ke nahi sunita jee yeh thred new he me ne bhi wahan ap ko wish kiya he heerat he ke hum log sirf insaniyat us waqt dikhate hai,n jab dosre ko morde ilzam therana ho sunita jee ke ilzam ke jawab me to ap kuch na boli aur jab un ke ilzam ke jawab me hum ne wazahat peesh ki to ap ko yeh darama lagne lag geya .....mujhe zara batana pasand kare gi ke is thred me sunita jee ke mail se pehle kon si esi bat hoi he jo kisi ko bhi nagwar guzar sakti thi mera Khuda janta he ke is thred ko banate waqt meri neyat keya thi mujhe sunita jee se koi medal hasil nahi karna me unhe bohat achi tarha janta ho,n yeh jo sab kiya sirf is liye ke un se kuch achi yadee,n wabasta hai,n aur meri koshish aur khaahish thi ke kisi tour wo is bazm ke wapis ajye magar un ko koi jazba koi peyar nahi dikhei diya dikhei diya to sirf itna ke sal porana thred laga diya me ne apni pichle terheer me bhi yeh likha he ke agar wo sabit kar de ke yeh porana thred he to me bhari bazm me aur un ke pas ja kar un ke pao,n pad kar maafi mang lo,n ga is bat ka kio,n nahi jawab deti wo bohat afsos howa ap ki tehreer se nahi ap ki soch jaan kar bahr hal khush rahiye jaha bhi rahiye ameen suma ameen ................................................ Ramish bhai! ChhoR dijiay jaanay waloN kay liay kiyooN khoon jalaa rahay haiN apna? Achhchha huwa keh forum ki kasafataiN chhat rahi haiN. Zindagi maiN bhi yehi seekha hai keh jo aap ko chhoR jaay uss ko yaad mat karo! Uss ki yaad aay tau ignor kar kay kissi aur kaam maiN masroof ho jaao.
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Post by Atif Mirza on Jul 26, 2008 1:33:45 GMT 5
Aray KaNwal bi! pehlay tau mamnoon hooN keh aap ko meri bhi koi baat bhali lagi.
Meri bahn yahaaN baat hi aisi hai keh sachchaiyee ka saath dena laazim ho gayaa hai. Aap logoN ki rafaaqat aur sub say baRi baat Razi bhai ki dosti. Iss waqt Razi sahib kay sub say ziayaada qareeb rehnay ka ezaaz mujhay hasil hai, taqreeba her teesray choothay roz mulaaqaat bhi hoti rehti hai. Mujhay Razi Sahib aik kharay insaan nazar aay. Lihaza mujhay aik kharay insaan per tuhmat bardaasht nahiN hoti.
Daikho piyaari behna! mujhay zindagi nay jo sabaq diya hai woh yeh hai keh " Kissi say kissi qisam ki tawaqqoaat ya umeed wabasta mut rakho, kiyooN keh agar aap ki tawaqqoaat poori na huweeN ya umeed per koi poora na utra tau dau nuqsaan hoN gay! Aik umeed ya tawaqqo tootnay ka, doosra dost ya saathi bichaRnay ka". Aap bahut saada aur mukhlis haiN, har aik per etibaar kar baithti haiN, jiss say dil ko amooman dhachkay lagtay rehtay haiN. Kia aisa hi hai na?
Tau baraah-e-karam apnay aap maiN thoRi si tabdeeli laaiay!
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Post by Atif Mirza on Jul 26, 2008 1:36:50 GMT 5
Aapke 1-3 points se main agree karti hooN, aur ibtidaa se hi iss baare meiN kaafi behas bhi hui hai par afsos amal pazeer nahiN ho saka,... anyways kal mehfil meiN maine jo tajweez di thi uske baare meiN main innhi point ko mad e nazar rakh ke kaha tha maine ke iss tarah se hum har member ko poora nahiN to kuch kuch jaan pehchaan sakeiN ge ,...
mehfil mein maine jo tajweez di thi uske baare meiN notes bana ke maine razi jee ko bheje to haiN dekhiye ab kya hota hai ,...
Aapki 4-5 point se main kuch kuch agree nahiN karti,... be shaQ jhagre ki ibtidaa ko fauran deleet kiya jaaye lekin Admin yani razi jee ke maloomaat meiN laa kar, aur uski copy apne paas rakhi jaaye,...
doosra yeh deleeting karna acha hai par sirf ibtdaa ke liye,.. jab jaghra had se barh jaayye aur koi bazm chod ke jaaye, ya kisi ki hatak ya be bunyaad ilzamaat ki baat aaye to woh post deleet nahiN honi chahiye, kyuNke izzat behr haal sabki aik si hoti hai,...
mails ya pm ke zariye ehbaab ko jo baateiN bataayee jaati haiN un se kisi doosre ki hazeemat bhi hoti hai lihaza haqaaeq ko saamne rakhne ke liye ke kaun kyuN aur kya kar ke gaya hai aisi posts ko deleet karna kam az kam mere nazdeek durust nahiN hai. Bahut shukriya keh aap nay 3 tajaweez ki taeed ki aur 2 per neem razaamandi zahir ki!
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Post by Atif Mirza on Jul 26, 2008 1:48:52 GMT 5
Razi Bhai mera khayaal hai ab iss thread ko lock kar diya jaana chahiay.
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Post by kanwal on Jul 26, 2008 6:07:51 GMT 5
Mera irada tha ke ab main khamoshi ikhtiyaar karooNgi, aur iss mozu ko avoid kar dooNgi, Lekin dil itna pareshaan hai ke na neend aa rahi hai aur na aansoo tham rahe haiN, majbooran iss waqt online aayee hooN jabke iss waqt aane par totly pabandi hai,... bohat jee chah raha hai kissi se baat karooN, kisi ko apni pareshaani bataoN, ghar meiN kisi ko bataati hooN to pareshaani mazeed barhti hai,... mujhe samajh nahiN aa rahi main halaat ko kaise handle karooN, kis tarah apne aap ko uljhan se nikaalooN, so socha kyuN na aaj phir dil ka khoon kaaghaz pe undeil diya jaaye ,...
„NET“ aik Seraab, aik haseeN dhoka, aik khaab jiski haqeeqat badi bhiyaanak hai, maine Net ko humesha aik seraab ki soorat samjha hai, ya mehaz aik khaab ki soorat jiss meiN se sirf kuch achi yaadeiN zehan meiN naQsh reh jaayeiN aur baaqi sab khatM ,...
Yehi wajah hai ke 5 saal se Netuser hone ke bawajood Khuda ke fazl o karam se main kissi bhi bade saanhe se bachti aayee hooN, yeh sach hai ke net ko chalaane waale bhi gosht posht ke insaan hote haiN jin meiN dil dharakte haiN lekin iss ke bawajood bhi main PC band karne ke baad apni amli zindagi ko mutasir nahiN kiya hai, dostiyaN, taluQ sab net talak hi rahe aur mere ghar waaloN pe maine yeh ghalib hone nahiN diya kyuNke mere liye sab se eham aur pehley meri apni zindagi aur ghar waale haiN,... issi liye aaj talak mujhe mushkil ka saamna nahiN karna para lekin Aaj ,....
Aaj ami ne phir se bohat daanta hai, daant to taqreeban ab har doosre din hi parti hai lekin aaj kuch dose ziyada ho ho gaya,… aisi kasheedgiyoN meiN, aise jhagroN meiN sab ko kahiN na kahiN nuqsaan pohcnhta hai, lekin kuch aise bhi hote haiN jinheiN har tarf se mehaz nuqsaan hi pohnchta hai, woh kahiN kissi soorat khud ko sambhaal nahiN paate, aur iss saari soorat e haal meiN meri zaat ko sab se ziyada asusal aziyat milli hai ,...
Yeh thread lock ho jaaye ga, ya deleet aur ya phir aur threads meiN gum ho jaaye ga, sab apni apni masroofiyaat meiN gum ho jaayeiN ge, sab waise hi chalta rahe ga jaise ke pehle tha, par mere dil ka zakhM harra hi rahe ga kyuNke main usse bharne nahiN doongi, khurund aate raheiN ge aur main chheelti rahooN gi, ke yehi meri sazaa hai jo maine net pe iss taraH aitmaad kiya,...
Jaane kyuN loG muhabbatoN ka izhaar kar ke sirf ghao dena hi jaante haiN, rishte banaa kar usse ruswaa karna hi jaante haiN, kehte haiN ke kabhi kissi se itni muhabbat na karo ke usske liye ghutan ka bais ban jaaye,... aisa hi aik mera pyara tha jis ki muhabbatoN ke tufail aaj mujhe ghar meiN se daant aur baateiN sunneiN ko milti haiN,... ke „ghar ke masle hal nahi hote ab computer pe laraiyaN leke baithi hai, na jaan na pehchaan pehle dostiyaN kar liN aur baad meiN larti marti rahi, apna acha ikhlaaQ dikhaana tha na, ghar baar aik hi haal hai, ab log humeiN phone kar ke kehne lage haiN ke ghusa karti hai, aisi kaunsi narazgiyaN paal rakhi haiN tune“ ,....
Mera Qasoor kya tha?,…
Kab maine kisi ke saath bat tameezi ki?,…
YahaN har member apni apni jagah jaanta hai ke mera kis se kitna taluQ hai, na main sab ko pms karti phirti hooN aur na mails,… phir aisa mere saath hi kyuN hota hai, unke saath kyuN nahiN jo aik dooje ko bad zan karne ke bahaane dhoondte haiN ,….
Mere khayal mein ye Melodrama band ho jaaye to behtar hoga...
drama bhi haqeeqat par banta hai, aag hoti hai to dhuwaaN uth ta hai, koi pagal nahiN hota jo kham khah hi deewaroN se sar phorta rahe,... par baat woh hai na ke takleef ussi ko hoti hai jisko chott lagti hai, auroN ko to drama hi lagta hai,...
Tamaasha unnke liye hota hai jo khud tamasha hote haiN, dosti rishte dari hona aur nibhaane meiN bohat faraQ hota hai, kya kabhi iss dosti rishtedari pe dukh karne waali ne yeh socha ke jo kissi ke sath hua kal iss ke saath bhi aisa ho sakta hai, kya haal hoga uss pal rooH sahiba jab Aapko pata chale ke aap jiski hamaayat meiN boleiN wohi auroN ko aapke khilaf bad zan karne meiN jutta ho, ....
Be shaQ jahaN jahaN bartan hoN wahaN kharaak to hota hi hai, par tamaasha kis ne banaaya yeh baat Qabil e ghaur hai, Sunita sahiba ne itna pyar undela hai ke mera dil talak jal gaya hai, mere ghar phone kar ke jo be bunyaad fazooliyaat boli haiN agar woh Aapke ghar boli hoti to aapko ehsaas hota, par aapko nahiN lagta ke ehsaas hone ke liye bhi dil aur ehsaas ki zaroorat hoti hai,..?
Aaj mujhe bhi be had afsos ho raha hai ke maine mehaz aik netfriendship ko net talak kyuN nahiN rakha, kyuN ghar ki taraH samjha, apna privat number na deti to acha hota, kam se kam yeh roz roz ki baateiN to na sunni partiN,… yeh to wohi hisaab hua ke pehley ghar meiN aag laga di aur kaha ke mujhe to khabr nahiN teeli kis ne phainki ,….
. Aap bahut saada aur mukhlis haiN, har aik per etibaar kar baithti haiN, jiss say dil ko amooman dhachkay lagtay rehtay haiN. Kia aisa hi hai na?
Tau baraah-e-karam apnay aap maiN thoRi si tabdeeli laaiay!
[/i][/size][/font][/color][/quote] Aap sahi kehte ho, par yuN kaho ke parle darje ki bewaqoof aur kam aql gawaar hooN,... par Atif jee hum jaise logoN ka almiya yehi hai ke hum na khud ko badal sakte haiN haiN, na koi naiki karne ki himmat rakhte haiN aur na koi gunaah karne ko raazi hote haiN, bas darmiyaaN meiN hi latke rehte haiN, andar hi andar khud kudhte rehte haiN dunya jahaan ki sazayeiN khud ko de dete haiN, ... kyuN ke jaise hum hote haiN na waise hi humeiN saamne waala nazr aata hai, maine khud kisi ke khilaaf kisi ko mail nahiN ki, jo baat hoti hai mun pe saamne kehti hooN chahe buri hi kyuN na ban jaaoN, saamne waale ko mere rawaiye, meri guftagoo se pata chal jaata hai ke mujhe kis ki kaunsi baat nagawaar lagi, Aap se bhi jumlaa baazi ho jaati hai, lekin Khuda ki Qasam kabhi jarreiN kaatne ki koshish nahiN ki, jab koi baat buri lagti hai fauran keh deti hooN, aur jab mujhe yeh pata chala ke meri pyari didi ne aik puraane card ki aar meiN na ke sirf ilzamaat aaid kiye balke adhoori kahani bhi sunaa daali jo mehaz hum dono ki thi,... Mujhe samjh yeh nahiN aa rahi ke bazM ke shikwe meiN mere ghar ki baatoN ko bataane ka kya tuk tha,... jab mujhe isska pata chala to mera Khuda janta hai ke mere paaoN tale se zameen sirak gayee,... aur yaqeen nahiN aa raha tha meri zaat ko ke koi itna bhi gir sakta hai,.... yani yeh aik mail hai jo saamne aayee hai, iss ke ilawa aur jaane kis kis ko mails ki hoNgi, aur sune waale bhi kaanoN ke kache hote haiN, ya mehaz tamaasha dekhna chahte haiN jo sirf aik tarf ki baat sun kar labaik keh jaate haiN yeh soche samjhe bina ke aaj kisi ke khilaaf mail ki gayee hai kal humaare khilaaf bhi ho sakti hai, aur hoti bhi hai, bas waqt waqt ki baat hai, .... Main razi jee Aapka dil ki gehraaiyoN se shukrguzaar hooN, Aap chahte to isse bhi "mitti pao" keh kar baat khatm kar sakte the, lekin main andhere meiN hi rehti, aur mujhe khabar hi na ho paati ke muhabbat ke parde meiN kya ho raha hai,... Aaj ghar ka, Hubby ka number de ke pachhta rahi hooN kal kuch aur deti, kyuNke jo bhi hai uss aik phone ki wajah se meri pursakoon zindagi meiN bhonchaal to aaya hi hai, ke jawab deh phone karne waala nahiN balke main hooN, ami poochti rehti haiN batao kya naraazgi hai?,.... KyuN tumne usko bulaaya nahiN?,... KyuN woh phone kar ke keh rahi thi ke tum khafaa ho?,... Ab Aap bataiye kya jawaab dooN main unko, mujhe to khabar hi nahiN razi jee ke baat kya hui thi, yeh ranjish kyuN kaise hui, bas un ko lagta he ke mai,n khafa ho,n , kio,n ke unho ne mujhe Tel par kaha ke mujhe laga ke tum naraz ho aur tum ne bolaya nahi mujhe samjh yeh nahi atti ke me kis bat par un se khafa ho,n main to pakistan thi, mere to farishtoN ko bhi ilm na tha ke Sukhawnar pe kya hua kyuN hua, main waapis aa ke hawaa meiN kaunse teer chalaati, go ke ramish jee ne bhi bataaya khud mohtarma ne bhi bataaya par main abhi bhi samjhne se Qasir hooN ke iss saare mamle meiN mera Qasoor kya tha? ,.... soch soch ke sar phatne laga hai mera ke mujhse aakhir ghalti hui to kahaN hui, meri tasveer lagaayee gayee uss pe comments likhe gaye jo deleet kiye gaye ke kahiN mujhe parh ke bura ya dukh na ho, lekin azziyat meiN to main ab bhi hooN ,... Meri majboori hai ke main jisse uncle, behan, dost, welwisher, didi kehti hooN uss rishte ko dil o jaan se bhi nibhaati hooN, iss kamzori ko main door nahiN kar sakti, jabke beti behan kehne waale sirf mun se hi kehte haiN, unke rawaye, unki baateiN unki avoidness batlaati hai ke unke Qaul o fail meiN kitna faraQ hai aur mehaz aik tarf ki baat hi unke dilloN ko mod deti hai, jabke Khuda ne mujhe itne hasaas dil se nawaaaza hai ke kaun kahaN apna andaaz, apna rawiya badal raha hai mujhe khabr ho jaati hai aur main khud apne Qadam rok leti hooN ,...[/b][/color]
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Post by kanwal on Jul 26, 2008 6:50:37 GMT 5
Main pakistan se aayee thi saaf dil leke,... batlaaya bhi tha sab ko ke wahaN aik khatoon ko dekha jo falaj se beemar thi jiski bina par meri rooH tak kaanp uthi aur maine apne aik khaandani kasheedgi khatm karne ke liye pehal ki, mehaz uss khatoon ko dekh ke ,....
Sirf aur sirf issi bina pe maine sunita jee aur Khalid sahib ko majboor kiya ke jo bhi hua, bhool nahiN sakte to filhaal dil ke kisi kone meiN rakh chodeiN, waqt aisa marham hai ke khud ba khud bhar de ga,... Khudara iss meiN mera zaati naffa to kuch na tha, na mujhe kothi jaidaad milni thi aur na maine primeminister ban jaana tha, lekin usske badle mujhe bhi uss jhagre meiN ghaseeta gaya, baateiN sunaayee gaye,... ilzam diya gaya ke maine buzrg nahiN samjha ,... Kya buzurgoN ne mujhe haqeeqatan apni beti samjha tha?,... Kya unki apni sagi beti kehte ke papa chod deiN sab ko mu´aaf kar deiN, ke mu´aaf karne waala hi khuda ki nazar meiN bada hota hai, to kya woh aise hi karte jo hua ,...
Jabke maine khud dekha ke Sukhawnar pe sab ne mu´aafi maangi aik doosre se nahiN maangi to unho ne jinheiN bade hone ka zo´am tha ,...
iss tamaam arse meiN maine khamoshi ikhtiyaar kar li, shayed yehi mera gunaah ban gaya, Suhel ne Khalid sahib aur Sunita jee ke liye thread banaaya aur mujhe pm kiya ke main reply kiyoN nahiN karti, main uss waqt bhi inn bikhri uljhanoN ko suljhaane meiN behaal ho gayee thi ke keh diya mujhse iss mozu pe baat nahiN karni main jo jo kar sakti thi maine kar ke dekh liye, aur yehi kehna mera jurm qarar diya gaya ,....
Razi jee yeh pehli baar nahiN Aapki yeh mehfil mujhe jitni pyari hai utna hi yeh dukh bhi deti hai, bas naam badal jaate haiN, kabhi kabhi main yeh sochne pe majboor ho jaati hooN ke shayed kami mujh meiN hi hai, interview hua, to zaleel hui, ghalti uss waqt bhi meri itni na thi jitni banaayee gayee, bas mujhe ishtial dilaaya gaya, meri kamzori se faayeda uthaaya gaya, Qissa aik Maa ka hua tab bhi mujhe hi mord e ilzaam thehraaya gaya, jabke woh Maa khud gawah thi ke maine uski beti ko apni uss behan ki jagah di thi jo hayaat nahiN,...
Aap humesha khud bhi khamosh rahe aur mujhe bhi khamosh rehne ki talqeen ki, ke jaante the na kaNwal ruk jaati hai, kehna maan jaati hai, ziyada se ziyada ro le gi par kahe gi kuch bhi nahiN, abhi parso bhi aap ne kaha ke kaNwal tumne jo likha theek likha ab tum iss mamle se nikal jao, aur Qasam uss zaat ki jiske qabze meiN meri jaan hai maine har baat faramosh kar di, khud ko relex rakha, jabke aik pal ko mujhe yaqeen nahiN aa raha tha ke meri pyari didi yuN bhi kar sakti hai,...
Lekin aaj ki daant ne sab zakhm udher diye haiN, yani ab har baat meiN mujhe yeh sunne ko mile ga ,... main kya karoon samajh nahi aa rahi,...
iss dost se ache to woh dushman the jinka barwaqt mujhe pata chal gaya, aur maine koi apni kamzori unke haath na di, par sach kehte haiN Naa khuda hi kashti ko dibota hai, saahil pe khare insaan ke bas ki yeh baat nahiN ,...
Itna kuch hua, maine Aaj tak kisi ke liye yuN nahiN kaha ke main falaaN se ab kabhi nahiN milloN gi, ya falaaN ko bad dua na dooNgi, par Aaj on thread keh rahi hooN ke Aaj ke baad meri zubaaN pe "didi" ka naaM na aaye ga ke iss mesg ke saath aakhri keel bhi laga rahi hooN main apni zaat ke taaboot meiN, aur na kabhi kissi pe Aaj ke baad yuN aitbaar karooN gi ,...
Mujhe beti kehti thiN apni beti ko khud be aitbaari ke aur ussi ke khol meiN daffan kiya hai, main to unki bad dua bhi nahiN de sakti sirf dukhi dil se sirf yehi nikal raha hai ke
Maula usne jo kiya usse silla de mujhe mere sabr ki jaza de
Razi jee Mujhe meri iss gustaakhi pe mu´aaf karna, main reh nahiN saki, main koi daava nahiN karti, Sukhanwar ko main kabhi bhi chod nahiN sakti lekin Aaj aik baat to final hai,...
Ke Aaj ke baad yahaN koi bhi jhagra ho, koi bhi maslaa ho, kisi ki bhi baat ho main apni zaat se baahir nahiN niklooN gi,... kyuNke iss zaat se baahir ki dunya sirf dukh deti hai, Atif jee ne sahi kaha " jo aap ko chhoR jaay uss ko yaad mat karo! Uss ki yaad aay tau ignor kar kay kissi aur kaam maiN masroof ho jaao."
kaNwal ko bhi jo chod gaye, kaNwal kabhi unke dar pe iltfaat e nazr ki bheek maangne nahiN jaaye gi, loG mehaz kehte haiN kaNwal kar ke dikhaaye gi ,...
kaNwal hanse gi, hansaaye gi, sab se ache se baat kare gi, sab ki izzat kare gi, lekin apni zaat ke khaul ko iss tarah daffan kar de gi ke koi bhi insaan na usse istmaal kar sake aur na takleef de sake, Issi liye aaj ke baad mehaz iss net ke liye aankh se aansoo bhi nahiN baheiN ge ke jitne aansoo bahaane the aaj raat bahaa liye ,...
Meri koi baat buri lagi ho to haath jod ke m´aafi chahti hooN yuN samjhiye ga ke marne se pehley aakhri hichtki thi, aaj ke baad sukhawar meri baat ka gawaaH rahe ga,...
Ab iss thread, iss mozu ko meri zaat kabhi nahiN chede gi, aur na mazeed iss mozu pe baat kare gi, bas jaate jaate iss haseeN thread ke naaM aik tohfaa, ke iss thread ko gilla tha ke puraana card hi isske hisse aaya, go ke yeh bhi puraana hai par yeh uss zaat ke naaM pehli baar jisse jaane kyuN har baat pe shikwaa rehta hai, sab ko aik hi nazar se dekhta hai, kabhi apne rawaiye pe nigaaH nahiN daalta ,...
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Post by ramishjaan on Jul 26, 2008 23:17:08 GMT 5
AOA Kanwal jee bas itna hi kaho,n ga ALLHA talla ap ka Hami o Nasar ho aur har Aan ap ki Khud Hifazat Farmye ameen suma ameen
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Post by Sukhanwar on Jul 26, 2008 23:56:05 GMT 5
kanwal parh lis main ny tumhara khat main naraz nahi hoon acha kia k yum ny dil ki baat khul k keh dee asal baat yeh hy k hum aaj tak baat nahin kartay thay khamosh rehtay thay aur log khamoshi ko kamzori samajhty thay tum ny drust likha k main ny tumhain baarha roka aur tum mayray kehnay pr khamosh bhi rahin magar us ka nateeja kia nikla main jin baaton sy bachnay k liay tumhain rokta tha wo to ho gaain is baar main ny bhi khamoshi torr dee aur isi liay kaha gia gia k yeh mayray shayaan e shaan nahi tha yahan swaal yeh hy k unhon ny jo kuch mayray baaray main likha kia wo mayray shayaan e shaan tha? khair boht ho gaai mera khyaal hy ab is thread ko lock kar doon hum zakhmon ko jitna kuraidain gy utna hi takleef ho gi isay main delete nahin kar raha k yeh aik talkh yaad ki soorat main yahan mojood rehna chahiay
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